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The trash can at Penn Station is hungryyyyy. Hahahaha. I don't know why but I thought this was hilarious!
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To the girl walking down 23rd at 6th ave,

I know it is hard to talk on your cellphone, loudly, smoke a ciggie and walk at the same time. I know the difficulty is increased while wearing high heels and a tube top. I just thought I'd let you know, your nipple was falling out of your top. Maybe you might want to fix that. I'm sure the "motherfucker" on the phone would excuse you for a minute to do so.

*Red
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Crazy

I am currently in the Union Square dog park and there is a woman feeding her Yorkie water out of a baby bottle. Some people are just crazy about their dogs. I mean I love my puppy and all but that is just WAY too much.

On the bright side some lady just tripped over the hose and almost fell in the dog pool. Hahahaha.

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Shoe shining

Is a man getting his shoes shined the same as a woman getting a pedicure?
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A rich, full life.

I have always thought that I have led a rich, full life. Living the way a lot of people have only dreamed of. Experiencing things most people would love to. It wasn't until this weekend that I realized I haven't been.



Sitting around a fire with a group of people that I love and who love me back I realized I am empty. No extravagant NYC apartment or fancy pair of shoes or dinner at an "in" restaurant will even be worth more than these people who are my "family". My "aunts", "uncles", "cousins", and "brothers and sisters", people who I am not related to are my "family". They are what I need and what I should value.



When one person starts singing and everyone joins in to finish the song or when neighbors just stop by to say hello, where everyone waves at every passing car or bike because they want to. When stories start with "remember when" and not "you should have been there", those are the things that make your life meaningful and worth it.





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Where was the wrong turn?

How has my life strayed from this seeming idyllic and simplistic way of life to where I am now? A confused and uncertain mess. From no cable and no internet, no cell phones and email addresses to being dependent on my Blackberry for connection. To a land of endless time to a place of scheduled moments. From dark blue ocean vastness where anything is possible on the horizon to fear of what is around the corner. From an island of 8 million to an island of 200. Where was the wrong turn and how do I get going back to here? How do I get back to the simple things?

This is where I want to be. Back here in the quiet. In the emotional, physical and mental quiet.

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Home

I love the fact that I grew up in a place that has taught me to know when seaglass is "done".
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Fucking little kids

Now I'm fucking stopped because some asshole just pulled the fucking emergency brake on the train and an asshole 5 rows up is puking on the floor. Fucking sweet dude.

Happy F-ing 4th of July

Maybe I'm just getting old or I am just bitter and cynical now.I am currently on a train back to the city after seeing my family before I go to Maine tomorrow. The train is full of drunk 18 year olds singing the Star Spangled Banner.I don't remember being like this, but maybe I was. I, however did not wear skirts almost showing my cha-cha and scream into my cell phone. 1. Because my dad would kill me and 2. Because no one was allowed to have a celly, it was something you had to earn. These kids are so annoying, hopefully I make it off this train and these kids learn a few things in their years to come.

Yeah,I'm old.

Doing it alone

I was never one to want to do anything alone. I never went out to restaurants and ate alone, I never wanted to go anywhere alone all because I was afraid what other people would think. I was scared that people would be like "ooooh, what a loser, she's all alone". But now, I just don't care. I go to retaurants alone and bring a book and on Saturday I went and took a tour of the NYC Waterfalls by myself and it was lovely.